A successful young nutritionist has been found dead from an apparent suicide inside her Manhattan apartment after posting a devastating note on her personal website recounting her emotional struggles.
Tara Condell, 27, an NYU-educated dietitian at Top Balance Nutrition in Midtown Manhattan, was discovered dead inside her apartment on West 10th Street at 4.30pm on Wednesday.
Police officers found the woman hanging from a strap in her bedroom after some of her colleagues requested a welfare check.
Tara Condell, 27, an NYU-educated dietitian, was found dead from a suicide by hanging inside her Manhattan apartment Wednesday, after her colleagues requested a welfare check
The co-workers became concerned for Condell’s safety after she failed to show up for work, and then discovered a suicide note on her site, reported the New York Post.
A search of Condell's apartment yielded a second suicide note in the living room, the contents of which have not been disclosed by police.
In the letter posted to her site and titled 'I Hate The Word “Bye”, But See You Later Maybe?' Condell attempts to explain her decision to end her life, lists some of the things she'll miss the most and begs forgiveness of her mother.
The achingly moving letter opens with a heart-breaking revelation that Condell had been contemplating suicide from the time she was a teenager.
‘I have written this note several times in my head for over a decade, and this one finally feels right,’ she writes.
Before taking her life, Condell posted a heartbreaking suicide note on her personal website
The letter opens with the revelation that the globe-trotting foodie and young professional had been contemplating suicide from the time she was 17
She then proceeds to try and explain her motivation, writing: ‘I have accepted hope is nothing more than delayed disappointment, and I am just plain old-fashioned tired of feeling tired.’
The San Francisco native, who built an impressive career as a nutritionist and was quoted in multiple articles about celebrity diets and detox fads, including those published in the Daily Mail, went on to say that while on paper her life as a globe-trotting foodie seemed great, those aspects of her existence were 'trivial' to her.
‘It’s the ultimate first world problem, I get it,’ the note reads. ‘I often felt detached while in a room full of my favorite people; I also felt absolutely nothing during what should have been the happiest and darkest times in my life. No single conversation or situation has led me to make this decision, so at what point do you metaphorically pull the trigger?’
Condell then goes through some of the things she would miss the most, including doing the New York Times crossword puzzles, eating Sichuan food, pasta carbonara with cream, and an erray of other treats: ‘real true authentic street tacos. Cal-Italian cuisine. Hunan Bistro’s fried rice. The pork belly and grape mini from State Bird Provisions circa 2013. Popeye’s of course. Bambas too.’
Condell lis predeceased by her father (left and right), and in her letter, she asks him to 'make some room up on that cloud and turn the Motown up'
Waxing poetic, the young woman says in her letter that she also will miss ‘unexpected hugs,’ the song Simply Beautiful by Al Green and a dozen other experiences.
‘Cherries in July. Tracing a sleeping eyebrow. Smoking cigarettes. The Golden Gate Bridge at sunset. That first sip of iced cold brew in sticky August. Making eye contact with people walking down the street. When songs feel like they’re speaking to your soul. Jeopardy. Saying I love you. Late night junk food binges. Shooting the shit. And especially the no-destination-in-sight long walks.’
Turning her thoughts to the aftermath of her decision to take her own life, Condell asked that there will be no funeral, tributes or GoFundMe campaigns.
‘All I ask now is for you to have one delicious (I mean a really really great) meal in my honor and let me go, no exceptions,’ she writes.
It’s selfishly time for me to be happy and I know you can get down with that. Please try to remember me as a whole human you shared memories with and not just my final act.
‘This is not your fault. It’s not exactly easy for me either, I’m here for you. I love you. I always have and I always will, I promise. Shikata ga’nai [‘it cannot be helped’ in Japanese.]’
‘I’m coming home, Dad. Make some room up on that cloud and turn the Motown up.’
Final selfie: Her final Instagram post, dated January 3, showed Condell enjoying a 'seriously not bad meal' of fried eggs, toast and French bread in Vietnam
Condell concludes her final testament with an apology to her mother: ‘I’m really sorry mama.’
Condell’s employer put out a statement on Facebook Thursday afternoon confirming her passing.
‘Tara was a talented dietitian loved by all of her patients and coworkers. But beyond that, she was a true friend who always extended her kindness to those around her,’ the message reads. ‘At this time, Tara’s family and coworkers request some privacy to process the tragic news.’
According to her online profile, Condell earned her Bachelor’s degree in dietics from San Francisco State University and her Master’s degree in clinical nutrition from New York University.
‘Enjoyment is an aspect of overall wellness, and to that end, Tara has a passion for dining and has been lucky to try fantastic restaurants from around the world,’ the bio page reads.
Condell was inspired to become a nutritionist 'after being the sole caretaker of a critically ill parent and seeing how nutrition interactions in the body play a huge role in health.'
Her Instagram page, which has been dormant for nearly a month, is filled with sun-dappled selfies of the striking, smiling brunette dining in restaurant all over the world.
Her final post, dated January 3, showed Condell enjoying a 'seriously not bad meal' of fried eggs, toast and French bread in Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam.
- For confidential support call the National Suicide Prevention Line: 1-800-273-8255
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