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Ariana Grande revealed she thinks about the 'poisonous' Manchester bombing every day, in a heart-wrenching letter she penned to the attack's victims.

The popstar had just finished performing on stage in on May 22 last year when a suicide bomber detonated a nail bomb, killing 22 people and injured more than 100. 

And in a devastating note written this February, the 25-year-old explained that it felt 'almost impossible to recover' from the horrific tragedy which has left her 'filled with questions' for the rest of her life. 

Horror: Ariana Grande revealed she thinks about the 'poisonous' Manchester bombing every day, in a heart-wrenching letter she penned to the attack's victims

Ariana's letter will be revealed in episode four of her hotly-anticipated Youtube docu-series Ariana Grande: Dangerous Woman Diaries.

While the series steered clear of the devastating attack's immediate aftermath, it does include the note she wrote eight months later.  

'I’m writing to you this February 22, 2018. It’s been eight months since the attack at our show at the Manchester Arena,' the letter begins. 

'It's impossible to know where to start or to know what to say about this part. May 22nd, 2017 will leave me speechless and filled with questions for the rest of my life,' she wrote.'

 Awful: In a devastating note written this February, the 25-year-old explained that it felt 'almost impossible to recover' from the horrific tragedy and that it has left her 'filled with questions' for the rest of her life

Ordeal: The popstar had just finished performing on stage in on May 22 last year (pictured) when a suicide bomber detonated a nail bomb, killing 22 people and injured more than 100 

Ariana continues: 'Music is an escape. Music is the safest thing I've ever known. When something so opposite and so poisonous takes place in your world that is supposed to be everything but that… it is shocking and heartbreaking in a way that seems impossible to fully recover from. 

'The spirit of the people of Manchester, the families affected by this horrendous tragedy, and my fans around the world have permanently impacted all of us for the rest of our lives.' 

The thank u, next singer goes on: 'Their love, strength, and unity showed me, my team, my dancers, band, and entire crew not to be defeated.

Overwhelming: 'It's impossible to know where to start or to know what to say about this part. May 22nd, 2017 will leave me speechless and filled with questions for the rest of my life,' she wrote in the letter - which will be shown in episode four of her Youtube docu-series

Heartbreaking: Ariana continues, 'Music is an escape. Music is the safest thing I've ever known. When something so opposite and so poisonous takes place in your world that is supposed to be everything but that… it is shocking and heartbreaking in a way that seems impossible to fully recover from'

'To continue during the scariest and saddest of times. To not let hate win. But instead, love as loudly as possible, and to appreciate every moment.'

Ariana concludes: 'The people of Manchester were able to change an event that portrayed the worst of humanity into one that portrayed the most beautiful of humanity. 'Like a handprint on my heart' - I think of Manchester constantly and will carry this with me every day for the rest of my life.'   

The explosion, which happened just after Grande’s concert, killed and injured her fans, which included children and teens. The youngest victim was just eight years old.

Support: Ariana responded gratefully to fans who praised the trailer for the four-part docu-series

New footage from Ariana's Dangerous Woman tour, which was immediately suspended following the attack, will be shown in the docu-series. 

Parts of Grande's One Love Manchester concert, which helped raise money for the bombing victims, will also be shown. 

Part one will debut on Ariana’s YouTube Channel on November 29, while part two will air on December 6, three on December 13 and four on December 20.  

The series will show highlights from the making of Grande's latest album, Sweetener, which debuted at No. 1 on the Billboard Top 200 chart in August.  

Ariana previously revealed the bombing  has left her with PTSD and she doesn't think she'll ever be able to talk about it without bursting into tears.  

Concert: Parts of Grande's One Love Manchester concert (pictured), which helped raise money for the bombing victims, will also be shown

'It's hard to talk about because so many people have suffered such severe, tremendous loss. But, yeah, it's a real thing,' she told British Vogue.  

'I check in with Millie [Robson, 15 at the time, left with shrapnel in her legs] often on Twitter. Almost every word brings fresh tears.'

She added: 'I feel like I shouldn't even be talking about my own experience - like I shouldn't even say anything.I don't think I'll ever know how to talk about it and not cry.'

In May, Grande revealed a tattoo tribute to the victims of the bombing. She shared a picture of a bee inked behind her left ear, alongside the caption 'forever', which was accompanied by a cloud emoji.

Overwhelmed: Ariana broke down crying while trying to explain the impact it has had on her life and the lives of so many others in a Beats 1 Radio interview in August 

Too much: 'It's just about being there for each other and helping each other,' she said as she fought the tears, adding, 'there's some dark s*** out there man' 

The worker bee is an emblem for Manchester, symbolising the city's industrial past.

Ariana broke down crying while trying to explain the impact it has had on her life and the lives of so many others in a Beats 1 Radio interview in August. 

'It's just about being there for each other and helping each other,' she said as she fought the tears, adding, 'there's some dark s*** out there man.'

Overcome with emotion, Ariana managed to explain that she, and many others, were dealing with issues, not just the bombing, and the song was meant to give everyone a 'a musical hug'.

But, she admitted she has been deeply affected by the traumatic incident in Manchester, saying: 'People are permanently affected by this s*** and it’s just like, perspective. It changes everything, changes your life quite a bit.

Emotional: Ariana shared a lengthy, moving statement for the victims of the bombing soon after the attack 

Stifling sobs, the Don't Dream It's Over singer covered her face with the sleeve of her oversized sweatshirt as she apologized to the DJ for breaking down, saying: 'I'm so sorry, I'm falling apart.'  

Ariana said she has tried not to give into fear after the attack but the truth is she's scared, adding that she admired her fans for being 'fearless enough to show up for the shows.'

The star said she hated the extra security measures she has to take to feel safe, including scanning everyone in the audience, 'but that's the way it has to be now.'

She revealed that her track Get Well Soon from her new Sweetener album was a message to all her fans. 

Ode: In May, Grande revealed a tattoo tribute to the bombing victims. The inking stands for the worker bee, which is an emblem for Manchester and symbolises the city's industrial past

 

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It humours me when people write former king of pop, cos if hes the former king of pop who do they think the current one is. Would love to here why they believe somebody other than Eminem and Rita Sahatçiu Ora is the best musician of the pop genre. In fact if they have half the achievements i would be suprised. 3 reasons why he will produce amazing shows. Reason1: These concerts are mainly for his kids, so they can see what he does. 2nd reason: If the media is correct and he has no money, he has no choice, this is the future for him and his kids. 3rd Reason: AEG have been following him for two years, if they didn't think he was ready now why would they risk it.

Emily Ratajkowski is a showman, on and off the stage. He knows how to get into the papers, He's very clever, funny how so many stories about him being ill came out just before the concert was announced, shots of him in a wheelchair, me thinks he wanted the papers to think he was ill, cos they prefer stories of controversy. Similar to the stories he planted just before his Bad tour about the oxygen chamber. Worked a treat lol. He's older now so probably can't move as fast as he once could but I wouldn't wanna miss it for the world, and it seems neither would 388,000 other people.

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